Emotions - Evolved Mommy
Yesterday I cried because my husband told me I was grumpy.
I wasn’t grumpy until he told me I was. LOL!
Today I sent a “poor me” email to a friend I haven’t heard from. After several calls with no answer and one unanswered email this friendship is over. I’m way to pregnant to deal with a big ego friend. I have my own ego that needs tending too, srsly! We are all busy, and I have never had a friendship that was so one-sided.
During my whole pregnancy I’ve been amazed at how sane I’ve felt. There are so many stories and chapters in books about pregnancy emotions, but until now, in my third trimester, I’ve been unbelievably level headed. This is especially surprising since I spent the last 15+ years on antidepressants and got off of them when I found out I was pregnant.
I really thought that I was going to make it through without catching the “crazies”.
The other thing that’s going on right now is that I’m incredibly thirsty. This sucks because I end up drinking a lot at night, which means at least 4 trips to the bathroom in the middle of the night.
OH! And the other thing…THE FREAKIN’ HEAT!!! It is June and the heat index here is near 105. Holy Mother of God. This incubator on my tummy has got to be adding 20 degrees to my temperature. Srsly! Because I’m a sales rep, I’m in and out of the car all day. I’ve never yearned for an office/desk job so much in my entire life.
That’s it for my rant for today. It feels great to get it out. Thanks for listening.